One of the stories to share about long time cheating

[matija52]

Hi dear SC and cheating family. I was thinking a lot yesterday about this post, and just because i`m anonymus i know that i can share my feelings and story right here. Btw i hope to hear some answers as well maybe from your own or comment mine.

I did tried cheats long time ago, i would say first wallhacks back in 1.6 CS. Since then, this addiction took me over. I haven`t played all my life, but i would say as a teenager i was cheating in every game, loads of accusations and things like that i never did care that much, to be honest i didint at all. I was caught up, never like in a tourney but just in public games, my friends start noticing that i`m not legit until i performed well in my first LAN tourney without hacks, i was lucky, so my name was after that like "skilled" player. But i always, and i mean i always trying to get advantage in any game, even in phone games, or like candy crush on facebook. Now, now im grown men, i do have wife, and that teenager addiction still with me, im still trying to cheat in every possible game, and here im, stuck in COD now, but as i mentioned COD, i want to share one story with u as well.

I used to play with legit group of guys since 1st season, i was using another provider, no names of course. These guys were really good, and after like 3 months they call me out, like 9 guys literally were in talking channel, and asking me why i do use wallhacks, why such a nice guy supposed to cheat, of course i said im not bla bla, they just asked me to admit it, and carry on, but i wasnt that brave to tell that im cheating.
The moral of the story, i had such a great time with them, a lot of laugh, btw after accusations in 1st ban wave 2 weeks later i got banned. I was start thinking, why this addiction is so bad, why i cant play legit, why i always want to dominate, but i never ever said on like 1.6kd or something like that, u noob or being toxic, always trying to talk and help and etc, but i knew deep in my hard that im total noob and im suck in gaming, i would never have 3kd without hacks, not even 2, no chance.

So to finish these stories, AC coming, i do have nice people again im playing with them like 7 months for now, since i joined SC, but same wallhack, without it, i cant play, i dont have a fun, and again thinking maybe shame that im trying to pretend as a good player, but deep in my heart im just a liar, no skilled liar, and the longer im cheating, the more it gets me inside because of lying, people telling me oh such a nice movement, game sense, i used to smile and take this as a compliment, but now it does hurt a bit, when i know that im suck in gaming, i CANT wipe even trios without cheats.

I`m maybe getting paranoya or another things, but i do start feeling that i cant lie to those people anymore, i mean i dont want to say that im cheating, but AC coming which means the HOURS of TRUTH can caught me up, and i will look like a grown nice guy, but also a liar and looser in front of a lot of people.

thanks for listening

mate if ac never comes out make some changes turn off walls use 2 radar only learn to move through the map stop using aimbot sometimes even if you have updates you have to play the game without cheats lol im on same position like you